Suffering, torment, pain.

These are my recent feelings while playing with SOLANA.
Since 10/11, it’s been obvious that on-chain liquidity has become an issue.
On top of that, with SOLANA unable to get listed on BN and the ceiling not breaking, the difficulty has increased.
This past month, I’ve been patching things up with $WOJAK $KABUTO.
Everything I bought with heavy bets and chasing highs, after bottom-cutting half of it, takes at least half a month of agony just to break even.
This process is honestly disgusting, nauseating, as bad as eating shit.
Playing BSC for just two days over the weekend actually equaled 15+ days of effort on SOL—ridiculous.

Is the market distorted?
Yes and no.
We desperately need a new 100M to break the deadlock.
The space needs new stories of retail investors striking it rich, needs fresh blood coming in.
Otherwise, Monday A eats B, Tuesday B eats A.
Everyone still active on the front lines is about the same level now.
Gradually, people will get tired, lose interest, get bored, and leave.

Of course, my own trading mentality has issues too—being able to cut losses even with diversified buys is truly fucking stupid.
My trading strategy has problems and I don’t even want to fix it.
Can’t tell the difference between stop-loss and cutting losses, and when doing daily or even hourly settlements, I act like a damn diamond hand.

In crypto, pain is specific, frequent, and intense.
The pain of stopping out: as soon as you stop out, the price pumps, always feels like you’re being targeted.
The pain of missing out: watching some coin fly dozens of times from start to finish, but you never got in.
The pain of being trapped: having faith in a coin to 1B, only for it to get halved again and again.
The pain of FOMO: finally can’t resist getting in, only to become the bagholder at the top.

Pain doesn’t need to be solved, just overcome.
When will the victim mentality change?
Sigh.